~virgins don’t lie~

There are just some things that you don’t tell people…
and some things people should know about.
But THIS…
i don’t know where to classify this under…
Coz it’s just so friggin hard to know.
Coz i’m not thinkin the way you do.
So prolly should’ve just shut up, huh?
Or should i wait for the days to move on and see what happens next?

Because it hurts to know that you don’t care, you know. Right now, i’m completely in denial…that things just are…
Are meant to be this way…
Have always been…
And prolly never will be the way i want it to be.

…Naa sa Pilipinas.

Si CARLOS kay naa sa Canada.

Si Ron kay buotan, pariunon, etc.

Si CARLOS kay bad boy, hyper, etc.

Si Ron kay single.

Si CARLOS kay taken.

Si Ron kay past.

Si CARLOS kay present.

Si Ron kay once-in-a-lifetime.

Si CARLOS kay everyday.

Si Ron kay sparks, kilig2x, unfinished business.

Si CARLOS kay magic, victim of stalking, aka PURE LUST.

Si Ron kay "What could have happened?".

Si CARLOS kay "Would it ever happen?".

Sila duha pareho WILL NEVER BE REAL… Sabot?

Yo realmente le quiero pero yo no quiero quererle ya porque tengo miedo de me doler y avergonzándome. Yo no sé por qué yo me siento esta manera para usted. Apenas vino de repente. E incluso aunque yo no lo signifiqué, yo no puedo ayudar pero puedo caer para usted. ¿Y usted sabe lo que duele el la mayoría del? Es instruido que usted hace ni sabe quién yo soy y lo que yo me siento. Es instruido que usted no cuida porque usted tiene alguien más en su vida. </3 Yo no espero. ..but que admito hay una parte de mí que ora todavía que usted pensará en mí… Pero quizá sólo sucederá en mis sueños… =( </3

okae will post this in english so ALL my friends will understand hhaha This actually happened a few days ago but i don’t care i’m still soo giddy about it all haha

(And fuck off to those who don’t care. DOn’t read if you don’t wanna know.)

okae so one time we were in the bus together with my friends and all that…and then suddenly they got quiet and i was like wtf? when i looked at the front of the bus, just comin in, who did i see??? CARLOS baby! hahaha (With like 3 of his friends who i haf no idea but wtf i don’t care abt them haha)

And so nweiz while i was busy drooling, i didn’t know it was our stop already so i was like "boo". When i passed by him, my friend (Who was also his classmate in bio haha >> ATE ANNE) pushed me towards him and poof! Touch Touch Galore!!!! hahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahha LAMI SARAP DELISIOSO!!!!

And guess what my friends told me!? That when i passed by, HE LOOKED AT ME! HAHAHHAHAHAHAH AY KAGILOK!!!! KILIG TO THE MAX!!!!!!

and that’s the end of my story! bow! hahahaahahhahahah

Okae. Forget Bohol Guy. He’s the past.

I really really really really like Fafa C.

As in Vitamin C hahaha (Ate anne wink wink)

PRinz BInay…idk if kaila mu basta long storee…msg nako ninyo.

ah!!!!!!! i knew it!!! taga asa marLz/???? taga BOHOL???? wahahahaahahahah Posted by: AngKaUgmAon | January 10, 2007 08:25 PM

what?! puti nga taga bohol?! wa lgi koh khbaw ana…where was i wen u fell for a white boi?? hmmm?!!.. puti as.in white? more HINTS!!!! MOREEEEE! please.. =) Posted by: Ur hiGHnesS | January 10, 2007 10:20 PM 

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Hahahahha White boi sa BOHOL?!?!?!?! bwahahhaha amerikano?!?!?! bwahahhaha yawa!!! hahahahhaha More hints???? Uhm maau xa muplay ug musical instrument hahahhahahahahha

Ayayayayay c Vinay! Nka-one point! Kinsa man na taga Bohol beh aber!!?!?!?!?! Or need i ask?? :OOO :DDDDDDD LMAO

Guys Guys Guys.. Nalingaw jud Ko ninyo. U Make Me Laff so Damn Hard!!!! HAhahahahahhaHAhahHAhhA Anihoo… Hint? Hint? Hint?

Mu-ingon na lang kaha ko ug hint sah? Wa na bitaw ko sa Pilipinas para inyung katayun! Bwahaha And OMG, DILI JUD TAWN C MR. GUITARIST! GIATAY!!!

Nweiz…hint:

…puti xa. Bwehehehe

In response to your, yes you my friends, comments in my prev entry >>http://askal.blogs.friendster.com/inside_the_mind_of_a_teen/2007/01/usahay_ra_tawn_.html#comments

WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA NALINGAW JUD KO NINYO FRIENDS!!! BWAHAHAHHAHAH =))
Mkabuang jud mu as alweiz!! hahaha Pasagdi lang ko ana coz hello, nagdrama ko ato na day..Tungod tingali kay giregla ko but who cares haha

Anyway… prinz ur wrong! Dili siya! Bwahahahaha Kalma man jud ko. When ba jud ko wa nakalma??? Hmpph?? Bitaw, stop na ta ana coz kana man gud mga boyz makapa-damned sa ato hahaha "Follow mi example"???? Wa ka nabuang?? BWahhahahah u?!? Bwahahah >:DDDDD LOL jks lng cyberhug! :* Anyweiz wa man juy nahitabo nako! Nagreminisce ra man ko..hmm ug nagthink about mga "what if’s" sa kaong life…

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAaaaAAaa Mulang binay!!! Hahaha Kataas ba sa lista uy! Gi-apil pa gyud tong partner sa ball na inatay lang! Mura sad kog naganahan ato niya dah! Utro sad tong parionon na kigwa na lang namatay na toh oi, gi-ud pa jud! Na usa ra man akong gitalk about bwahaha!! Sakto man jud akong mga decisions pirmi *(hehe)* kay ang2x kamu man akong gihuna2x whatever decision ako i-make coz mas important pa man mo nako kesa mga ekals ngara ahihihi Kung unsa inyu isulti, mau man jud akong i-base-an sa akong mga desisyones so anywayz.. tungod sad tingali ni coz na-disappointed ko sa "fling" (bwahahha) kunohay nako sa Spanish guy…*Details in private msgs*

Binay, as i’ve told u before, gipagawas ra nako diri tungod kay layu man mo..dapat nako ireach out! Coz mura jud kog mabuang kung wala mo!!!! Strong man ko! Di ko papalid anang mga hormones oi!

TO the highest level mulang ninyo sa inyung lovot! bwahaha Unya na bitaw ko mag-in-ana… ^^ Nag-wonder lang gud ko…what if…wa nako gipugngan????? Diba? Diba? Diba??? ^^

Madatu ra ta someday nya magshopping tah! :*
Labs kaau tamu JAMPRS. Everness & Everness.

Pakapin si ICE!!! haha Kay nganung late ni-reply bwahah >:D
Bitaw ice, me postin it in bisaya so other people not know what me putting. Bwahaha
And yeash, wa ko nauwaw mu-ingon na PHYSICAL ko nga pagkatao. Bow. Bwahaha Labs u too!

Usahay ra tawn ko mahigugma…
Aw kung buot hunahunaon, wala pa man jud ko nahigugma ug usa ka tao..
Padung pa ta tingali to pero nagpugong-pugong man sad ko..
Lisud na kung dili handa ba nya pataka lang kag sulod-sulod ug relasyong di pa nimu carry..Haha nagdrama tawn ko..Murag unsa.. Naunsa kaha ko noh? AMbot lang sa imong lobot! XDDD

Nabuang nako… Gabii nagdamgo man gud ko nimo..Mau tingaling nakahuna2x na sad ko bah.. Unsa kaha noh kung wa ko nagpugong ato sa akong nabati sauna sah? Kung wa pa ko nilarga, unsa ta jud ang mahitabo? Pero if wala ko nilarga, adto man sad ko sa Manila muskwela…If dili ta ko muskwela sa Manila or bisan sa Manila ko niskwela, unsa jud ta kaha ang mahitabo sah???? Mau jud tah na akong mga pangutana…Ang-ang buotan man gud kaau ka. Lahi ra jud toh. Pero gipili man gud nako akong mga amiga. Nagpakagaga…Gihuna-huna unsa ilang masulti.. Daghan man sad silag gibuhat para mabalik akong gibati para nimu pero nagpugong man gud ko..

Kay kibalo man sad ko sa akong limitations ba if ever magkarelationship ko..Tinuod jud nga physical ko na pagkatao nya mahadlok sad ko unsay mahitabo. Pero as always, nagsige ra kog huwat unsay iingon ni Lord..Every step man sad na ako i-take, mu-ask man jud kog guidance niya.

Pero ambot sad naunsa ko ron na nagdrama man ko. Gabarag-barag kaha ko nga wa man ko nag-inom recently? Or Call of biga? Hahahahahah Amvot sa imung lovot! XD

Cge Cge..Gabarag signing out.